Now, don't beat yourself up Tim... you're not stupid by a long shot. You've been a member since June of 2013 and have contributed heavily. Others will come in time I'm sure, and some who have left for one reason or another may be back.
I myself left awhile back due to what I thought was age resulting in a brain problem... but apparently a mind fluke was mainly caused by some medication, and since that was corrected... well, I don't think of making entries such as rod caps being held on by cotter pins, that type of thing anymore. So I chanced coming back as I missed the site and the members.
Some who have left since I came aboard... had no choice, and will not be back. Others... I'd like to see them here once again.